I Miss It All..... :(

I miss those mornings when I would wake up with text messages from you,

saying "Good Morning Swthrt ! " 

I miss our late night talks...

I miss your corny jokes and your cheesy smile...

I miss our times together where we would just have fun with each other...

I miss how much you cared...

Above all, I just really miss YOU,

But the fact is you have changed and I guess I should too......

What Do I Do ???

What have i done to deserve this ? Doesnt he love me anymore... Doesnt he miss me anymore like i do...? Doesnt he cry for me day in day out .. Like i do ? All those promises of staying together forever... All those talks of never leaving me... Those talks of our future together..  Was it all a lie ?? Was all this a lie from the start ?? Was i so blind in his love that i cudnt see it all ?? after making so many promises...after showing so many dreams of the future.. What is my mistake in all this ? Just bcoz of the fights he is ready to give up this relationship of 3 long yrs..Where we shared joy and sorrow togethr..been with each other at good times and bad times..made so many memories to cherish a lifetime.. Is his love so weak to let the fights over power it ? Is it so easy to be so hard on the person whom you love ? If so then why am i not able to do it ?? Why is it that evrytime i think of him its only the good times i remember.. why cnt he realise that the fights are not worth to give up on this beautiful bond we share.. I opend up to him...told him even the darkest of my secrets...trusted him with my life..being with him i was all chirpy and happy and now that he has left me im all lost ang going insane..Don't know what to do..what's right and what's wrong... Just the thought of the break up brings goosebumps to me.. Why im made to go through this hell... I loved him whole heartedly...And this is what i get in return from him... How can he be so harsh on me...doesnt he realise what he is pushing me towards... I really cant take it anymore... I dont know what to do... Feel like dieing.. Dont wana live this life if he is not with me... Coz he is my life.. Without him i dont live but just exist wit no meaning to my life..

Things Change.. Time Changes.. Ppl Change.. But The Feelings Remain The Same..!

At first, everything was perfect. Stayed texting each other all night,
Talked everyday, we would see each other all the time.
Our relationship was too good to be true.
Now, I'm lucky enough if you keep the conversation going.
Im lucky if we see each other for 10 minutes.
You're no longer the guy I fell in love with.
Something has changed...feelings have changed.
I want to break it up and move on, but I cant.
Unlike you, I want to see this relationship work. 

Those Were The Days...

I still remember those days.. 

Those hours of chatting,

Fighting over little things, 

Late night talks, Sharing secrets,

Waiting for your text,

Watching your pics and text over and over,
Smiling for no reason..

Trusting you blindly,

Your hugs and your kisses 

Your innocent wishes,

And Now...

Just having blank inbox,

No more i love you,

Hours of loneliness,

Unshared emotion,

Late night cries..

Fake smiles,

Broken trust,

And yet i don't know why,

Y i'm still waiting for you....

Lets Break Up ???

Break up is not the best solution when
there's a simple problem that can
be fixed,

A lot of couples break up for a stupid excuse, it takes
sacrifice and communication
to fix a problem..

If u really love a person u wouldn't give up easily !

Nobody said life was easy...U have to be patient,
understand one another and be committed.

Relationships are shitty now days because they
simply give up easily either one or both of them
without even trying..

I Miss U....

I miss everything....

I'm just staring at my phone. I don't
get any calls or texts from you
anymore, and it hurts. 

I miss those
days when you'd spam me with
random cute, corny, and sweet
messages that would make me smile
or cheer me up.

I miss those days
when you would surprise me with
"good morning" and "good night"
texts.

I miss those endless
conversations we'd have starting from
the morning until late at night. I
miss our daily conversations and talks
we once had. It went from everything
to nothing.

Everything we once had,
went down the drain. I'm just
wondering will I ever get another
call or text from you again, but I
know that it won't happen again ...

Feelings....!!

It's the loneliest feeling in the world - 
To find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down....
 To have everybody look at you and say...
 "What's the matter with her?"
 I know what it feels like walking down an empty street,
 listening to the sound of your own footsteps.... 
Shutters closed...
 blinds drawn...
doors locked against you.... 
And you aren't sure 
whether you're walking toward something...
Or if you're just walking away.....